Ductos Exemplos – A Reminder Michael Grimm

“In addition to Semper Fidelis, Marine Corps Officers also embrace the phrase Ductos Exemplo, ‘to lead by example,’ the motto of Officer Candidates School (OCS). Instructors look for candidates who display self-reliance, discipline and responsibility.”

From “Principles and Values – Officer Leadership Traits – Marines.com

From this article it would seem you are not living up to these principles… particularly discipline and responsibility!